Don't even know where to begin. I feel terribly, terribly, bad about missing BU3. Third time isn't the charm for me. Work got in the way. Corporate slavery, FTW! It was not an easy decision to make. I tell you. Having to choose between a one-day event which does not happen all the time and my work. I've looked forward to it. Even got me plane tickets. Should I break my wrist, perhaps? Missing BU3 felt like a heartbreak. It's hard to get over with. Life's really a bitch sometimes. It always rains on my parade. Life lately.
Sometimes there is nothing I can do so that is what I do. Don't feel sorry for me because I don't feel sorry for myself, however I do feel sorry for you. Just trippin' on you, all right. I'm not the type who would sit on the sideline with my sad face. But hey, I'm still allowed to go through these emotions. Others had it a lot worse, I know. Whatever they are or how deep and shallow I could get. And that's not just because I'm a woman. That sounds very mature of me. I should have said girl but yes, woman. My life ain't messed up. It's all fucked up. But better days are coming my way. I learn to suck it all up. It felt like holding my breath under water or doing muscle control and what the. We all go through some phase. Red litmus paper turns to blue. I don't know what I'm talking about.
Should I tell you that I spent another weekend in the hospital. Oh, BIG thank you, Liezyl and Bal, for watching over me. As always. No thanks to the medical personnel. The service is still as bad. Will get rid of the negatives and I refuse to linger on them. I don't even have to mention the details. I did share some but those are just the preview. It's like massacre or even worst. I will spare you the disturbance.
Dear Life, I think it's only fair to warn you, I have very strong bones.
photo by Jesmar Joseph
15 comments:
Ohh, I love the pink parasol. This is a great outfit; you look gorgeous!
xx Maria
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much bigger events for you in the future will come.. :)
Things we give up for work, I know the feeling so well.
And the photo of you is really beautiful.
I hope you'll feel better chy
btw- i love the pink parasol! so cute :)
cheer up chyrel!
Babi
sosyal!
i love the outfit! It looks amazing with your cute umbrella.
wish ur a lot better now! i really get excited when i see a new post from you on bloglovin... :D
good things will happen soon. you may not have attended BU3, but greater things will surely happen soon! :D
I never thought that feelings can be shameful. Even when, for example, my cousins were overreacting because of some love or job issues. I think that it's essential for human beings to feel something. And sometimes to be overreacting.
I know so you feel
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Chyrel! Sorry to hear about BU3 and the hospital bout :( no worries, I'm sure there are better things up ahead. Missed BU3 too...working on personal stuff that's taking most of my time. Hope I get to meet you soon. Hit me up on fb if you can.
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That's such a great picture! Love it!
Chyrel, so sorry to hear you're having such a bad time... i've never spent a day in the hospital so i dont know how u feel, it must suck for sure.. hope u feel better now. i feel bad i missed bu3 too. i planned to visit but cos of my internship, gah,, im stuck here. anyway have a great weekend. i really hope ur ok.
Carla
I hope you feel better now! I love you colorful outfit in this photo and your very sunkissed skin :) Take care!
Love your parasol xxx I have the same in cream xxx
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